New..

I did the following things new today..

Sang in front of a crowd.
Yoodledood on bus
Initiated dance
Tried new ways of dancing
Jumped into participating in unknown, unfamiliar competition
Met with strangers eye-to-eye
Complemented someone right to their face and told them off for their self-doubt
Went to a bar and ordered drink (soda and lime), drank right there, paid (only for mine though there were colleagues around), demanded breakup of Rs. 500 and all the while standing up for myself in the face of 'what will people think about me being infrontof a bar counter.'
Tried everything on the food counter and still kept it light on my stomach.
Went against the temptation to be aloof, and kept being in the company of people and whatever they had to say.
Demanded on people's participation. Voiced out that participation is more fun than commentry.
Played badminton, in doubles (loved the exertion and of learning something not well known).

...more later.

My little cove

Hi!

I need my own space to voice out, much like a room needs airing once in a while. It freshens things up, lets some oxygen in and removes stale air. Also paves way for some rare insights, more like a breakthrough into a newer worldview, and that to me is a million dollars figuratively speaking.

Much as I profess to be jumping out of my skin, of breaking away from my old patterns, I now find i need to think things through, sift truth from all the insights I keep getting now and then. I am faster thinking things out logically in my head, but the sediments of thought dont stay put, they kinda become volatile and I find myself going through the same pathway of logic time and time again. My brain just does not say to me 'hey, we have been here and this is the conclusion we came to, remember?'(hmmph). Lots of time wasted in rethinking! So, here I am creating another blog space, escaping from the eyes of a potential watcher, just so that I exercise my pseudopods and try out new ideas in words, and see how far, how wide, how deep and into how many spaces and forms is the meristem in me capable of growing into. Infinity, for sure! but, Bitha, my earthly identity, does not know it or is not as sure as myself is and needs to know that too.

Me thinks me and my identity are essential to build together a system that creates new realities within the context of what it means to be human (!), and create specific measurable results as a mark to leave behind while I am gone. Tall words! but then I really donno what all am I really capable of, do I?

This blogspace is the spaces I travel through in my journey.

Currently, I am working on living this concept that the world is a grand illusion made of stuff right out of my imagination, and that is the stuff with which new realities are created. Will log my discoveries shortly..