Thursday, July 7, 2011

Rose is a rose is a rose-

There is benefit in movement as well as in standing still. Neither benefits are worth being compensated by anything, nor replaced by apparent alternatives. A form is a form is a form. (read, Plato's Form)

Friday, July 1, 2011

To do ..or not to do.

Afraid of knowing what is making things happen, and afraider to come to know that it is sometning within me (avoiding responsibility for being at the source of things...afraid of being held accountable to cause it again)..afraid of losing it by false distinction (dissection)..losing things by misinterpretation and overanalysis...it is part of the machine makeup..dna like??...if it is worth discovering it will get found...in integrity with the inquiry for the loop is incomplete without the screw being discovered sooner or later. Stopping oneself for fear of losing it is putting the brake on things and losing any chance of discovery at all. much to lose from stopping than from not finding that one causative agent. Do it anyways.

Insights (duh)

Nothing is invalid. There is nothing called nonsense.

Ranges - the minus 0, maybe minus 10 to maybe plus 10, within the range is taken into account the defining lines, the wider the range, the more defined the d.lines.
Feel like an octopus with magnetic tentacles.

A disadvantage of knowledge is possible lack of spontaneity and prejudice precluding the range of first-impressionables.

Experience and knowledge - where is the bridge between the two learning systems?

When the expectations are not well defined, the brain goes really weird trying to figure out the expectations, maybe even covering bases which would never have been possibly cohjured otherwise; call it being on redalert. Uncertainty unlocks something.

Weird us (humans)..

As people, we are weird. We laugh when we want to cry, we show anger when it is meant to be love, we derile when it is appreciation, we laugh when embarrased, ...say we when it is I. Safety in group than to be singled. Prefer to be invisible but rant and rave about wanting individual voice be heard. Those that do shake off the mediocrity and pseudosecurity of groups is still left to deal with what it means to stand alone, juggling want to stand for an ideal vs seeking the support (??) available (??) in groups. No one really knows the 'right' thing. To each his own truth. To each his own prime directive. Stood by undetered, the measly spineless thread of thought leads to nirvana. Strength comes from constant exercise of it, from research, from inquiry and openess to test and be tested. It is a choice of how one wants to live ones life. It is about character.

On selfishness..

While everyone ultimately does things for their own benefit, and everything is for a very selfish reason, why is it difficult to admit that it is so? Why is being selfish defaulted into the 'bad' basket? Upbringing? indoctrination of presumed/imbibed morality? misplaced loyalty? misunderstood value system? kafkaisc existential confusion leading to seek guidance from sources external, and thereby external sources' own selfishness dictating/propagating that others (themselves) is more important than oneself (you)? a Darwinian survival tactic propagated by the dominant, creating a hierarchy that ensures survival of fittest propagator in that order? a reliance on sensory input sans insight in interpreting whatever happens in the world outside oneself? blind acceptance(reception) of things without awareness of that accepted?

Gift of speech..

Wording defines, crystalizes, and allows for sequencing a line of thought. Medium of expression similarly 'freezes' a feeling/thought/sensation/experience, wherever be it in within the +/-0-10+/- range of the 5-sense system of receptiveness.