Ventilation

Cynicism thinly wafts through the sometimes chugging, sometimes well-oiled, sometimes indolent workings of the mind with fresh air breezing in through half-open windows and small cracks in the walls of the mind. Stagnant air gently circulates mingled with the fresh air, the cynicism sometimes venting out in words mingled just as quietly with sprouts of premeditated words, realized to have been vented only when the cyncism comes sizzlingly in contact with the ear. The walls of the mind seem to be getting old and more willing to crack further but perhaps need a pressure buildup of fresh nurturing cleansing air passing through it. Air hunger.

Dinner tonight at my place

Lets dine tonight. Lets make it potluck. Please bring your dish of experiences through living, your dreams, your fears, hopes and wishes, anxieties, the things you have seen and felt and thought of people, circumstances and life itself. If you like, you could invite your people too and ask them to bring their dishes along just as I have you. Lets dine together after the hustle of the day, at a time when idle contemplation can find expression along with a reflection on the lessons learned through the day, and rehear the melody that connects us with everything that sometimes fades out of awareness in the hustle of making it through life. Lets dine to rehear that melody and rejuvinate our life systems before sleep does the same to our bodies, and be born again.

Peg

A whisper of a twig is sufficient to hold on to, and the life within, with its support, will find its resources to pull itself up and breathe again.

Listening to the body..allowing for its movement

In this part of my journey, slow almost meditative movements calms, opens space, and has it be easy for the mind and body to come to a kind of truce for the while instead of the almost constant different directions and speeds that both want to go in. If not for this pace, it is much like managing children/people with different temperaments.

Movement

Deal with completion, not incompletion. If considered that anything that moves is possibility and all else is concerns/reactions/effects and more reactions, and they are all valid no matter how bizarre they may seem, then wonder if only dealing with the completion would be all that is required. The shortest distance to cover the gap and most economical.

Freedom to be is when..

The ultimate inaduthenticity is that there is any innate significance to me or to life. It is when the ultimate inauthenticity is accepted and owned that any freedom to be becomes possible.

Growing up

I fought to have a space in which I could choose for myself all through the teen and growing up years and when I do get to choose, I have a problem with that! And now I got to be responsible for making the choices too! This must be further evidence that being in the comfort zone includes everything that is also familiar including the struggles, the discomfort, unhealthy stimulus along with the things that makes one feel comforted and safe. Whoever said being grown up was all fun and wonder why was all that hurry to be grown up!