unformed forms

Sights aplenty..insights even more. Confirmations of vague ideas concreted and unbeknownst unawares making connections with others and building.

Building much like how it may have started, with vague unsure-sure steps, getting surer from within via inputs unawares of being looked for. The pseudopods of ideas brought forth on pathways predestined and/or preassessed/preplanned and/or foreseen and predetermined unconsciously-consciously.

Labelled 'realities' offering material self-contradictory, amusing, confounding, triggering. Small things getting ridiculously big, and big getting convictionably illusionary.

Easier to break free, and easier still to toss it all away. Just that little question needs answering - is it worth it?

Constantly unconstant!

Surmising again...in characteristic steam, vapor countered by logical reason style. sigh

Why is it important that I belong and be one amongst? each one is uniquely placed owing to their own set of conditioners and their place in the system..unique so that no one can fully replace another..because there is just one 'you'. then why this mad rush to belong...belong in what sense? dress? ..it is already different because it was chosen by a different you at a different time frame/state of mind/mood...it is a different you who picked it from teh shop..a different you who looked into the mirror..a different you after you wore it..a different you who stepped out of the house....a different you facing a different situation, different set of other 'you's' interacting in the altered spaces owing to the difference in the 'yous' at different point. it is all brand new moment to moment...belong to what?

a defiant refusal to be pegged and 'lided'. pegging and lidding an element that is by nature dynamic and constantly getting shaped according to the circumstances/flavors/prevalent thoughts/weather/..subject to change by the slightest whiff of a wind at an inopportune moment..a meaning making machine that churns out meanings even when there is no reason to do that..sitting right in the headbox churning out meanings...that element is to be pegged and lidded??!! a myth of the atomic age perhaps!